Don't give up tonight,
Remember the sunrise next morning.
Life &Death
29 March 2009 / 11:57 PM
i'm being veh random from th previous post, is use to be in my private blog since last year but i decided to put it public in this blog now. so yea, if you have time, just read it note : long post for previous, and long post for this hidden meanings yea. to me i understand a lot from there and now, i'm typing more below everything will be what comes to my mind
Life &Death
People grows older everyday from babies - kids - teenagers - adults - elders at th end, everybody will pass away it's just a matter of long or short.
for those who did read newspaper, there is this girl, who i treat as friend she passed away on thursday, i didn't have th chance to say goodbye i don't know her well. i don't know she was sick. i only chat w/ her on friendster before. and before i could know she passed away, everything is too late. at here, i just wish to say, may god bless you. rest in peace girl. i'll remember you(: although i don't know you well, but in my heart. you're a nice girl.
this is what make me realise tht life is so fragile &unfair. and it's so lucky, to have th chance to live so humans out there. think hard, treasure your life. don't always say diediedie. because when time comes. you would realise, there's a lot of things out there you haven't do i use to have a negative mindset. but when i am really engross in thinking about things after death. i began to fear for a lot of things. to be true, i found out tht i'm actually scared of dying.
sometimes, i wonder why people always complain tht they dislike everything in th end, when things are gone, they regret so, what's th point of disliking things, when you know you will end up regretting. do you know tht, everything can actually be wonderful? people only regret, and missed th things, when they are no longer here. always remember, it's not tht th thing is not good it's th way we think. it's th mindset there, tht is wrong. from now, i'm going to remind myself stop disliking things/people it's not tht th thing/person is not good is th mindset of mine tht is incorrect i don't wish to regret only after they are gone. i want to cherish &treasure them now. i'm having a lot of things tht are good. like my family, boyfriend, &friends. i'm gonna learn how to treasure them as much as i can cause i can't predict th future i don't know what will happened, i don't know who will be th next who is leaving me. so before i realise tht im losing them, i'm going to start cherishing i'm gonna try my best. from this moment onwards(:
i also realise tht i'm getting more positive. maybe is because of th people around. seriously, i feel so blessed. i have a good family. my parents &brothers they are nice i have a great boyfriend called zhiwei. i have great seniors like benghui, amirah, aisha etc. i have great squadmates like darrel, yikai etc. and a lot(: so, what more to complain? i am already counted fortunate, more fortunate than those who don't have friends &family members. so, humans, treasure what you have. realise it now before it's too late. and at this moment, i want to thanks everyone who treat me good. Especially to this humans ....
Firstly, my mum &dad : i always complain, why they give me so much stress but in th end i realise it's for my own good even im really stressed up, i shouldn't show them attitude because to think back, mummy suffered 9 months to give birth to me with out her, i wont be here. daddy work hard everyday to earn money for my family. even if he is sick, he won't bear to see doctor. because he wanna save money for us. this is how much they did for me. days ago, i complained. im really stressed up by th work they give me. but now i realise, they had already done more than what i am doing. so thanks dad, thanks mum &also my two brother(:
Secondly, my boyfriend, zhiwei : he is always there for me when i need him he cover th blanket for me when i fall asleep he send me home from tution/school he take care of me when i am sick he skip meals just to buy sweet.drinks &etc. he forgive me when i make him angry he drop his tears for me when i cry he light up mosquito coil for me in camp he buy fries for me in th midnight during camp he teach me how to do science &humans he did a lot for me. and of course, i appreciate it(: thanks boyfriend. really thanks a lot you are just so great(: i dont wish to lose you.
Thirdly, my seniors &squadmates &friends people like benghui, darrel, yikai, marcus, amirah, aisha, jiahui &etc. Benghui senior : he is always there for me when i need him he looks fierce outside, but afterall. he has th warmest heart(: thanks! Darrel, yikai : they are my super trio. and they dont fail to make me smile thanks(: and they are always there for me too. Marcus.HTH : he is there for me whenever i send a sms to him he accompany through out th night when im bored. thanks(: Others seniors &friend : they give me their care and concern always. i don't know whether they are true or fake i just want to say, thanks to those who once give me their care &concern(:
Alright, mostly thts all. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING HUMANS(: lastly, i'm still gonna treasure everything i have now(: Note to all : treasure what you have because it will be too late when you realise, you're actually losing them soon.
Never say you are forgetting ; when you didn't plan to forget in th first place Never say you want her for lifetime ; if you are not prepared to do anything for her Never say it's ending ; when you know there is still hope Never say you are gone ; because, she can still feel your soul there
Know your mistake ; and make sure you don't do it again Before you regret losing them ; start treasuring it now. When you realise it ; it's gonna be too late. When i say i love you ; do believe it &don't doubt. cause i'm always true.
alright, that's all for this post(: everything is just what i feel, what i think. those note i type, humans does not need to follow i just type out everything tht is in my mind and what i think is th fact &what i think is useful so yea, i hope i didn't offend anyone.
Goodbye &takecares my dear(:
-' boyfriend. imissyou badly ): -' lameOs, do meet out sometime i didn't forget you all uhs. -' life's short, so do treasure what you have -' i don't wish for the whole world ; i just wish for you
Because it's just me,
So now you get the facts, smile with me ツ
Life &Death
29 March 2009 / 11:57 PM
i'm being veh random from th previous post, is use to be in my private blog since last year but i decided to put it public in this blog now. so yea, if you have time, just read it note : long post for previous, and long post for this hidden meanings yea. to me i understand a lot from there and now, i'm typing more below everything will be what comes to my mind
Life &Death
People grows older everyday from babies - kids - teenagers - adults - elders at th end, everybody will pass away it's just a matter of long or short.
for those who did read newspaper, there is this girl, who i treat as friend she passed away on thursday, i didn't have th chance to say goodbye i don't know her well. i don't know she was sick. i only chat w/ her on friendster before. and before i could know she passed away, everything is too late. at here, i just wish to say, may god bless you. rest in peace girl. i'll remember you(: although i don't know you well, but in my heart. you're a nice girl.
this is what make me realise tht life is so fragile &unfair. and it's so lucky, to have th chance to live so humans out there. think hard, treasure your life. don't always say diediedie. because when time comes. you would realise, there's a lot of things out there you haven't do i use to have a negative mindset. but when i am really engross in thinking about things after death. i began to fear for a lot of things. to be true, i found out tht i'm actually scared of dying.
sometimes, i wonder why people always complain tht they dislike everything in th end, when things are gone, they regret so, what's th point of disliking things, when you know you will end up regretting. do you know tht, everything can actually be wonderful? people only regret, and missed th things, when they are no longer here. always remember, it's not tht th thing is not good it's th way we think. it's th mindset there, tht is wrong. from now, i'm going to remind myself stop disliking things/people it's not tht th thing/person is not good is th mindset of mine tht is incorrect i don't wish to regret only after they are gone. i want to cherish &treasure them now. i'm having a lot of things tht are good. like my family, boyfriend, &friends. i'm gonna learn how to treasure them as much as i can cause i can't predict th future i don't know what will happened, i don't know who will be th next who is leaving me. so before i realise tht im losing them, i'm going to start cherishing i'm gonna try my best. from this moment onwards(:
i also realise tht i'm getting more positive. maybe is because of th people around. seriously, i feel so blessed. i have a good family. my parents &brothers they are nice i have a great boyfriend called zhiwei. i have great seniors like benghui, amirah, aisha etc. i have great squadmates like darrel, yikai etc. and a lot(: so, what more to complain? i am already counted fortunate, more fortunate than those who don't have friends &family members. so, humans, treasure what you have. realise it now before it's too late. and at this moment, i want to thanks everyone who treat me good. Especially to this humans ....
Firstly, my mum &dad : i always complain, why they give me so much stress but in th end i realise it's for my own good even im really stressed up, i shouldn't show them attitude because to think back, mummy suffered 9 months to give birth to me with out her, i wont be here. daddy work hard everyday to earn money for my family. even if he is sick, he won't bear to see doctor. because he wanna save money for us. this is how much they did for me. days ago, i complained. im really stressed up by th work they give me. but now i realise, they had already done more than what i am doing. so thanks dad, thanks mum &also my two brother(:
Secondly, my boyfriend, zhiwei : he is always there for me when i need him he cover th blanket for me when i fall asleep he send me home from tution/school he take care of me when i am sick he skip meals just to buy sweet.drinks &etc. he forgive me when i make him angry he drop his tears for me when i cry he light up mosquito coil for me in camp he buy fries for me in th midnight during camp he teach me how to do science &humans he did a lot for me. and of course, i appreciate it(: thanks boyfriend. really thanks a lot you are just so great(: i dont wish to lose you.
Thirdly, my seniors &squadmates &friends people like benghui, darrel, yikai, marcus, amirah, aisha, jiahui &etc. Benghui senior : he is always there for me when i need him he looks fierce outside, but afterall. he has th warmest heart(: thanks! Darrel, yikai : they are my super trio. and they dont fail to make me smile thanks(: and they are always there for me too. Marcus.HTH : he is there for me whenever i send a sms to him he accompany through out th night when im bored. thanks(: Others seniors &friend : they give me their care and concern always. i don't know whether they are true or fake i just want to say, thanks to those who once give me their care &concern(:
Alright, mostly thts all. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING HUMANS(: lastly, i'm still gonna treasure everything i have now(: Note to all : treasure what you have because it will be too late when you realise, you're actually losing them soon.
Never say you are forgetting ; when you didn't plan to forget in th first place Never say you want her for lifetime ; if you are not prepared to do anything for her Never say it's ending ; when you know there is still hope Never say you are gone ; because, she can still feel your soul there
Know your mistake ; and make sure you don't do it again Before you regret losing them ; start treasuring it now. When you realise it ; it's gonna be too late. When i say i love you ; do believe it &don't doubt. cause i'm always true.
alright, that's all for this post(: everything is just what i feel, what i think. those note i type, humans does not need to follow i just type out everything tht is in my mind and what i think is th fact &what i think is useful so yea, i hope i didn't offend anyone.
Goodbye &takecares my dear(:
-' boyfriend. imissyou badly ): -' lameOs, do meet out sometime i didn't forget you all uhs. -' life's short, so do treasure what you have -' i don't wish for the whole world ; i just wish for you
Love life the way it is,
&fill it with every tiny bits of love
ANYS SAYS HELLO ♥
She's born the way she is ツ
Call her ALICIA! ♥ ♥ Daddy &Mummy's girl ツ
♥ She live life her own way with her own attitude[:
♥ Study @ Temask Poly' IFM
♥ Being herself since 221194
♥ Don't despise her height, thts her.
♥ have difficulty saying no
♥ a nature lover ツ
♥ a pooh lover ツ
♥ Simple yet unique girl(:
♥ Judge her, &she will prove you wrong.
As you may wonder, I lost my dad at the age of 15.
He brought me and my two brothers up.
Mum was a housewife,
After he left, life changes.
I spent the money I earn,
&were independent in our own lifes
Dearest ♥
Talk your hearts out,
you are meant to be yourself in your own way.
sweeeeet talks ♥
Follow the rhythm of a heart-warming chat &you will smile ツ
Even when you are about to leave,
Always remember me, &remember to smileeee ツ
Kiss Goodbye ツ
Keep track of me, even if someone take you away on an amazing runway.
