Don't give up tonight,
Remember the sunrise next morning.
whyiies"how?
29 July 2007 / 1:20 PM
tudae wake up at 11.30 sharp..
den on com..
and at com update muaii fwenster..
and oso watch TV..
afta dat go bath..
den bac tu com..
tok tu aiisha awhile..
ask whether she feeliing betta?
den she sae yupp.. [[hope she's fiine]]
afta dat.. iim herr tu blog..
ytd niite [[saturday]]..
criied iin muaii room..
iin a corner..
muaii world iish total darkness..
tiink obb lorrts obb tiings..
whyiies am ii born iin diis world?
bcos obb one tiing happen..
and iit changes dheiir tot..
and tudae iim born herr..
how ii wiish..
iim neba born iin diis world..
when iim norrt born iin diis worldd..
ii does norrt niid tu face da reality..
and does norrt niid tu be iin one corner cryiing..
iib da world iish full wiib colours..
dat wiill be great..
budd dat will onii happen..
when hiis by muaii siide..
budd when iim at home cryiing..
who can ii cry on??
obviously norrt a single peepo..
bcos noOne will eba noe iim cryiing riite at da moment
while iim sms-iing dhem..
how ii wiish..
now a slash on muaii wriist..
and jus diie off liidat..
budd can ii do dat??
OBVIOUSLY NO..
cos ii noe ii carnnt leave muaii fwen and hiim..
budd even ii bear tu leave dhem..
will dhey even care??
ob cos NO tuu..
haiis..
can ii habb a tyiime machiine??
ii wana turn bac da tyiime..
and let muaiiself neba born..
iim a gurll....
dhat iish no longer perfect..
even iin diis world..
noOne iish perfect..
budd iim da one whiich iish da worst gurll eba..
ii hate muaiiself..
peepos.. choose tu lloves me OR hate me..
ue guys deciide..
da world changes..
and ii change tuu..
da gurll ue guys use tu noe last tyiime...
iish no longer me..
da gurll last tyiime..
was full wiib sweet smile..
and she can make peepos world great..
budd diis gurll now..
wana make peepos world great..
budd she carnnt..
cos she does norrt habb da sweet smile dat can briing tu others aniimore..
peepos.. iib one dae ii reallii left..
dunchh blame me ferr dat..
budd da chances ob me doiing dat arr low..
ii wornnt do dat tu ue peepos..
cos ii llove ue peepos..
ue peepos arr muaii eberiitiing
especiially hiim.. [[ joeyHO]]
190707 ~~ he's miine!
peepos takecares..
dunchh worry iim fiine..
dunchh ask me questiion tuu..
dunchh worry iim fiine..
dunchh ask me questiion tuu..
